Lost it

 

Old neighborhood 

Yesterday’s post that is. I remember it vaguely. A lamentation at 4 am edit ed 12 hours later. That was the photo I used. Think I mentioned talking to S. Who turns out had v cancer surgery a couple of weeks ago

Love, when you see it

FaceTime

I told  A a couple of days ago, I fear the future   Huge life changes I try to anticipate   They are imaginary at this point. Crossing bridges before I get to them. To do?  luxuriate in events of now—lying in this bed. Recalling yesterday!s drawings and walks and meet ups with neighbors—T and Z.  Long FaceTime w S as she prepared her food.  No criticism of each other. Creating a new normal?  Hearing about it, I talking about it electronically?  A new puzzle

Thoughts and wishes for a young stranger in Japan? Known only by his YouTube vlog.,  Grandsons music round in my head. Eg. Awake Me. Baruch”s face informing my drawing of Jesus, made yesterday evening in my garage while my darling Red wandered off to K’s to play with Luca. Gone a half hour without my noticing. Smiling happily as he padded home, accompanied by K.  Like yesterday, but the beautiful K was his escort home

Report today

Pancake? no, Toxic fungus

 We hear some news about S’s condition, I presume. Meantime, I’m wasting time three hours of AM TV, bad ones. Have a great walk with red From the dog park to the , now Sittingin the chair with him this afternoon Listening to his little snores. 

Labor

 

For now. 

Is this how a Holiday should feel?  So lazy?  Disconnected and don’t care?  Stuff on my mind comes from screens,

Watching:  bad movie from yesterday— how do those actors live with themselves?—Fox news commentary on working, earning Americans and envious “takers.” YouTube feeds and me trying to boost $ & # for my “two boys,” CursedSk1y and Daichi (how long will this last?).  

Good dog

 

K’s picture, yesterday 

Such a good dog. Had difficulty walking Him today. My muscles were not into it, but we walked a mile anyway .  His digestive health is still isn’t what I would like it to be

Rain and sunshine

Yesterday

Busy day today started out raining now sunny for the occasional clouds, threatening more rain, but overall very pleasant, except somebody is burning wood and it smells terrible. 

Get the furniture reset on the newly painted deck with no problem from furniture

   Vacuumed house and prep for a visit from K. Gave away two paintings, one my pastel from New Orleans, the other a small watercolor by a different artist. Lovely visit

    Spell to S. Texts from DJ about OSU game  Feels like a terrific Labor Day weekend

Favored bugs

 

Lady Bug this morning.

Good luck

Grooming

Tuesday Bayside

Don’t love my haircut this month. Do I go back or just wait six weeks? We’ll see. I started cutting on it on my own actually.  Red to the groomer today, then an and I went grocery shopping. Delicious muffins  I’m definitely eating more and more sugar, especially

Lord, I am thankful I live in an era of cleanliness and Sanitation. I watched a short vid about cowboy stench And realize most of time was like that. One commentator said if everyone stinks then nobody stinks. But that just can’t be true   Thank you, Lord, for good grooming. 

Up in the air

Again Bayside yesterday

Red barfed shortly after his little breakfast with meds. So he probably lost the meds too. We postponed his shots to Saturday. Will go to bank to make a big deposit for S. 

Urgently grumpy today

 

Yesterday’s paint job;

That was satisfying

I think that means I feel panicky, but I’m not sure why