I’m certainly sloppy and free with it in regard to Red visiting it. I hope he’s not making too many messes there I hit the ground running this morning in regard to doing computer tasks and other things and I really lazy and tired this afternoon. I like hanging out in the garage I find
Sink into the sensation. Lee says every nerve sings. I feel every nerve screams. But it won’t last all day.
I’m thinking about E’s exercises and my resistance to understanding them. Go back to today’s now Turned out I did not have to make a report after all
Warm shower helped the pain a lot then I had the webinar then I didn’t wear shredding. JPG Borrowed the car to take his little dog to the vet with a ripped toenail, Poor little Yorky
Sore hands this morning that’s what comes from holding too many devices specifically, this iPhone. But I don’t see me putting it down anytime soon Nothing on my agenda today except webinar tonight He will read to me shortly. We’re on David, Saul, and Benjamin, One of the most legendary adventure story passages in the Bible. I spent a lot of time reading GRR Martin Blood and Fire yesterday and watching the latest episode on TV last night rather wonder if it’s not competing in my mind with Beelzebub’s Tales. I have been working on GIG for more than 13 years now. Not sure yet what the results are
We wait for things expected to happen, sometimes with a toy or friend. In this age of cel phones, always with a “toy”
Jesus harrowed hell. I never heard of that before Wednesday webinar.
This was a harrowing morning. Anger and resentment discussion with A immediately followed by psych session with E. A and JPG to BJ’s to pick up a shredder as soon as I got back. Fun “playing” with it on their return. A exhausted and hungry. Told me S already called. Her world falling apart over doctors. He’s napping now slouched on couch now in garage. Beautiful weather also to As on way to work
Met and agreed to wall contractor w DH, 4k +600 for extra loan Use the old brick
Talked to Liz Walked and conversed w/Ply, we have a lot in common I like what I’ve seen so far
VG transaction— will I get that sexy Scion JPG texted me?
NW came to do yard work same time as T from D lawn service. He had to postpone back yard til tomorrow.
Exhilarating weather, heavy winds and rain showers. No AC on today that’s good
Baruch will be at family reunion and Miss webinar next 3 weeks. I don’t know if I can stand that given all the Crazies in the group
As planned, calls to masons, landscapers, one visit from Charlie of Cornerstone, who can’t start til spring, is 65, works with son and 20+yesr employee. Called Carbone as promised to say I can’t commit yet. Appt w Harmon tomorrow and maybe Derrick. Then Jesse? Next Wednesday.
JPD came over to see if he could fix the paper shredder. It will be replacing since it was never oiled, and since people never know, they need to oil it he says He and A will shop for one on Friday. I really hate paper shredding and don’t know why I get stuck with it since A’s name is all over the papers. We had a long chat before he went home for lunch
Watched TV for a couple hours then heard from us regarding her immediately scheduled memo today; she will need more follow up for a complete Phone call ended in a shouting aimed at me after I shouted into my phone to the third Scam, call. I got today from the same people take me off their list, I’m in the middle of hearing about possible cancer diagnosis in my daughter. Of course she’s right I shouldn’t have said a word, but those people are really getting on my nerves apparently
No post yesterday. Think I binge watched Belgravia most of the day. Did unfold and pact fabric shoebox for A Webinar on love part deux last night, I brought up loving the unlovable. Had a visit from C and Nola late after her return from UNH with daughter.
This am wrapped for PO I’s musical machine. Bolixed a couple of times, used up all the tape, so finished at PO. Bought more tape. Went to McD, drank sugary frappe, I thought I swore off them, now for real if I don’t forget. Burger and nuggets in park with Red and A.
91° day, but it was pleasant enough overcast with a very pink light sunset sky tonight. Red offended a couple of dogs on Harrisburg at 7:30 AM walk. Oh well.
Good webinar today I actually enjoyed Stephon which is all he. really wants. I didn’t talk for an hour and I didn’t read beforehand; felt great. Unser Deutsch Freundin sind im Portugal. We sang some responses very fun and funny.
I afterwards spoke briefly to I then An hour and 45 minutes with C and L. Which seems like a wonderful psychology session with me as listening, neutral force, and them alternating between active and passive. Seemed to clear the air between them quite a bit. He also gave me some advice on the retaining wall problem, especially regarding cost and workmen
Good news from S: Two medical doctors found to help her with a lump in her breast.
Resting after dinner now. Not enough attention to darling Red today, I think.
Lindsey Graham only 71, died Saturday night of a heart attack, my disease. Scott Glenn died yesterday or today at 78, my age I feel soberly, somberly mortal now. Hard to say RIP both when it could be me or A any precious moment
This is the kind of day we wait for all winter. Slow start to the morning, but a lovely, 6 AM walk with Red. Odd I feel unspoken internal nagging about not doing work and my rejections of it that make me feel negative. And I want to worry about spending 25k on the yard. Did call for another estimate just now. Also ordered groceries. G webinar in a few minutes. See if that has an effect.
