Yesterday’s post that is. I remember it vaguely. A lamentation at 4 am edit ed 12 hours later. That was the photo I used. Think I mentioned talking to S. Who turns out had v cancer surgery a couple of weeks ago
But I found it on September 9 so I just legitimately skipped the 10th, looks like. There’s the chaos I mentioned yesterday Memory just can’t hold onto things where it used to particularly with the modicum of grief driven depression that has been dropped into it lately. The trick is to bear it and not get irritable.
Last appointment With LCSW E This morning we were done in half an hour after we talked about my daughter‘s cancer and my little comforter’s digestive issues. Red, of course. And I was sitting on a volcanic digestive issue of my own. (Use your imagination; I get tired of initiating old lady organ recitals, as dear F named them.).
He left me with two good takeaways, One a good Buddhist saying she said: “ Anything that’s happening to anyone in the world could be happening to you.” I said that Is a variation of what my brother said when I whinged about the latest batch of our family’s ills, “ It’s our turn.”
She alsotold me a cat story: They had one when she was a girl who would go off for a week at a time, and her mother finally decided to find out where. She found Miss Kitty moving in with another family for three or four days a week. “That’s my cat!” “ No, it’s mine!” They decided to just share the kitty who would do what cats do. 🐈⬛ I asked, was it a bigamist or a catamist?
old me a cat story: They had one when she was a girl who would go off for a week of the time and her mother decided to find out where finally and found her moving in with another family for three or four days a week. “ That’s my cat!” “ No, it’s mine!” They finally just shared the kitty 🐈⬛ I ask, was she a bigamist or a catamist?
I told A a couple of days ago, I fear the future Huge life changes I try to anticipate They are imaginary at this point. Crossing bridges before I get to them. To do? luxuriate in events of now—lying in this bed. Recalling yesterday!s drawings and walks and meet ups with neighbors—T and Z. Long FaceTime w S as she prepared her food. No criticism of each other. Creating a new normal? Hearing about it, I talking about it electronically? A new puzzle
Thoughts and wishes for a young stranger in Japan? Known only by his YouTube vlog., Grandsons music round in my head. Eg. Awake Me. Baruch”s face informing my drawing of Jesus, made yesterday evening in my garage while my darling Red wandered off to K’s to play with Luca. Gone a half hour without my noticing. Smiling happily as he padded home, accompanied by K. Like yesterday, but the beautiful K was his escort home
We hear some news about S’s condition, I presume. Meantime, I’m wasting time three hours of AM TV, bad ones. Have a great walk with red From the dog park to the , now Sittingin the chair with him this afternoon Listening to his little snores.
Watching: bad movie from yesterday— how do those actors live with themselves?—Fox news commentary on working, earning Americans and envious “takers.” YouTube feeds and me trying to boost $ & # for my “two boys,” CursedSk1y and Daichi (how long will this last?).
Busy day today started out raining now sunny for the occasional clouds, threatening more rain, but overall very pleasant, except somebody is burning wood and it smells terrible.
Get the furniture reset on the newly painted deck with no problem from furniture
Vacuumed house and prep for a visit from K. Gave away two paintings, one my pastel from New Orleans, the other a small watercolor by a different artist. Lovely visit
Spell to S. Texts from DJ about OSU game Feels like a terrific Labor Day weekend
Don’t love my haircut this month. Do I go back or just wait six weeks? We’ll see. I started cutting on it on my own actually. Red to the groomer today, then an and I went grocery shopping. Delicious muffins I’m definitely eating more and more sugar, especially
Lord, I am thankful I live in an era of cleanliness and Sanitation. I watched a short vid about cowboy stench And realize most of time was like that. One commentator said if everyone stinks then nobody stinks. But that just can’t be true Thank you, Lord, for good grooming.
Red barfed shortly after his little breakfast with meds. So he probably lost the meds too. We postponed his shots to Saturday. Will go to bank to make a big deposit for S.
