Sunday, May 10, 2026

Mother’s Day


Closeup

Her gift

I’ve gotten many happy Mother’s Day wishes from people this year. I usually ignore this pseudo holiday  But I like the greetings

   Red and I went to the mall yesterday because it poured rain and never got a good outdoor walk in  We greeted people and bought soap and A book. Yes, I might say it’s a smelly holiday since S sent Lilly of the valley oil as a lovely surprise as well. 

Saturday, May 9, 2026

Coyote

 

On the lookout for strangers?

A stranger

Licking its lips

   C caught a young coyote on her ring camera last night.  Looked like an adorable runaway limping puppy.  Good luck, Little fella, and do stay out of the neighborhood. 

Friday, May 8, 2026

Definitely spring

April showers bring May flowers 

  Feeling better today. The peonies grew probably 5 inches yesterday. The trees all burst into leaf or bud, amazes me how that all happens in one day   

  Got my grocery order in by nine and will pick it up at three   A much easier way to shop. Good start. 

Thursday, May 7, 2026

Dull, dull,dull

 

Pictures it all this morning. It’s already noon time.

     Propose something to myself and then back out with the slightest resistance, for example, book resale. The seller didn’t pick up the phone. Thrift and Abe impose conditions. That’s too hard!   And checking on my pharmaceuticals. 

Wednesday, May 6, 2026

Good mornin’

 

Just five more minutes, pleeease!

Tuesday, May 5, 2026

Today

Long shadows in the ‘hood at 7:15 am

Busy morning so far. Started work with 7am walk. Chat with Pat on her way to ride her horse. Now read, write. German web soon

7000 steps,  2 mi. Watched war movie, Fury. Very sobering. So tired. Crabby. 

So busy I forgot.So for 5-4

 

A different point of view this month
not Exactly scenic
The big homeless encampment was
Here a couple of years ago

To post on this one yesterday. I’ll do the laundry list later. If I feel like it.  

   We took our monthly trip to Portland for a hair appointment with M. So some pics from there

Sunday, May 3, 2026

Hello neighbor

 

Hello neighbor


What good looking dogs

     On our walk today, they seemed friendly, but the fence may have been a good idea

Saturday, May 2, 2026

Flooded with fears

 

Last rainy day 4-28: a metaphor 

Said it all for now in other blog. Just lounging in bed on this rainy morning seeing how bad I feel for myself and how bad my body feels. Don’t wait. Send $ now. Maybe order restaurant food today and pick it up. Might be the day to learn to use door dash. A’s inability to drive is so worrisome especially considering I may not be able to, either.  

Friday, May 1, 2026

Blue moon in thirty

 

Flower micro moon in Taurus 8:40 pm

I photo, 3-14-25, during a lunar eclipse 

     Today is a flower micro moon, furthest in orbit from earth, Wesak in Taurus, very powerful I am told. So I will webinar Gene Ang’s meditation at peak of the full moon, 1:23 pm est. blue moon means two I’ll moons in one month, so 5-31, and they only happen ever 2-3 years. Apparently I attended that meditation last year too.

     No word from W. Lanier in Ga.  Here’s an example of why people complain against bureaucrats :  demand for call me now, But unavailable every time you do, and no calls back  I expect a call mid-meditation   


Thursday, April 30, 2026

Mo frm Flo

Periwinkle and orchid, SB pic today

     Rainy all day here— April showers. Country’s in a drought, so we certainly need it.. S’s flower pics are cheering.  I asked our orchids, Symbiot or parasites on wine, and it said they can be both, but I did not realize they grow off fungi which provides the moisture. If symbiotic orchid provides fungus with food; if parasitic, nada. 

Wednesday, April 29, 2026

Can’t resist

         


     JP sent these to me this morning. I’m still grinning. 

  I woke up dreaming about wasps/bees, trying to create/construct small resin pyramids with pieces of the products, supervising 2 large groups of students along with two expert mentors who provided food, especially soup, that I attempted to eat while working.  Pressure.  It wasn’t going well. 

    I told JP about the 2024 Statham movie, saying everyone should watch at least its first half hour because it reveals how scary professional phishing scams are; really opened my eyes about that.  Fox News this week showed images of a whole compound of buildings somewhere that uses slave labor/locked in captives to work the phones.  But I can’t find a picture of it online.  A whole complex of factory style buildings had grown from one, rooftop shots.  The workforce was poor people, maybe women, enticed by job offers then locked in dormitories and forced to do the phone work.


Tuesday, April 28, 2026

Home

Friend S photo today 

    S is back in Fla from Spain and Portugal vaca, not unlike my sil, B, 2-3 yrs ago. Thank you, Lord, for their safe travels.  

Monday, April 27, 2026

A real spring day


Visiting the neighbor’s yard

Sunshine, no wind, pleasant temp. Doesn’t take a lot to make a grand day sometimes. Especially if I leave off the tv. 

Sunday, April 26, 2026

Too much

     

In the park 4-24-26

 Another murderous attack on the president. It seems so hopeless.  Bongino said the IRA said , we only have together lucky once, the have to get lucky every day, when attacking Thatcher. A said Kennedy said essentially the same thing. One Democratic congresswoman tweeted “Stop trying to murder the President,” God bless her. 

Saturday, April 25, 2026

Westbrook Loon

and mallard, downtown 



 

Thursday, April 23, 2026

Portland

 

Along Bayside trail.  
Interesting street art

Sick day

What can I say?


     Felt like the sick days I took when working:  weak, sleeping, achy everywhere. Doesn’t feel real, but certainly incapacitated.

Wednesday, April 22, 2026

Any difference?

    

Westbrook armory today

  Probably not much difference 

Tuesday, April 21, 2026

Fatigue

Colder than it looks 

     In town with A for haircut. Walked Red on Bayside Trail. Encountered Most pitiful, homeless man I’ve ever seen. Shopped at all these for the first time and came home dead tired,  just in time for  German webinar.

Monday, April 20, 2026

Day slipped away

 

My room with a view

   It rained all day yesterday til a brilliantly black cosmos studded sky presented for our only walk at 9pm   All my hours were spent on a screen, mostly fiddling with passwords and trying to land A’s mail on his phone. It ,involved Google. Still can’t claim to comprehend that my platform. Only the watched a tv news and Midwives; what a good show; I’m sick Iran as Lucy with Charlie Brown’s football— My takeaways.

      One thing I didn’t do was my blogs. Forgot til late then fell asleep. We’ll See what comes from a Sunnier day. 

      Ordered Ergofoot slippers for L and L this weekend. Feeling quite charitable, but that’s vanity. Especially since I wish I had done so sooner and often for my poor niece. Her mom this is the first time in years, if ever, she’s received a gift.  Shows how lax Lady Bountiful really is.

Sun snow showers during 
Our walk today!!!



Saturday, April 18, 2026

Sprouts


On the dog park trail yesterday 

     Nothing to say today. 

Friday, April 17, 2026

Flora

Curb decor. What? Your guess good as mine

     Another dreary but warmer day. Plenty to do. Just do it 

S is in Lisbon with a Friend 

Total surprise to me

Seems like the place to be




Thursday, April 16, 2026

Ho hum



Pot hole season,
 along yesterday’s long walk
  
     Yet another dull day, thankfully not cold.   I’d better clean house today and tomorrow since pest inspector is expected Saturday. That’s this morning’s big accomplishment; made a dreaded appointment. 

Wednesday, April 15, 2026

Homeward bound





A good allegory from the pocket park

     I rather like having fowl in the ‘hood. Especially since they’re not next-door to me. L said some girls came around selling their eggs yesterday.  I missed them. She also said the eggs had not been washed and were quite filthy.  The girls replied that they also had a turkey back ther, and blaming it for the dirt. 
    Guess iwould prefer some from C, but although she has offered none have ever appeared. Future gifts I suppose.  

     Just returned from Very long walk with Red. We met and talked with many neighbors.  JW with Westies, Stewie and Sprocket suggested a self driving Tesla might be a good car for elder people. Sounds good to me.  Young Caleb discussed nightcrawlers with me.  T and P stopped as they drove by during a sun shower, And young JS with his mom also said hello from the car, and she told us sun showers are also called a monkey‘s wedding in one of the countries her husband travels too. Very interesting

     More pictures from the hood tomorrow, but they won’t match the ones JW showed me from the island light house off Crescent Beach,  Cable Elizabeth. He had just returned home from repairing tiles on the roof after an overnight, sleeping on the second floor. 

Tuesday, April 14, 2026

Neighbor

 

Sign of Spring today—Mr L on his bike



Monday, April 13, 2026

High Tide Expected?

Old folks at home

    I got my brown twill pants hemmed last night and am wearing them now. Comfy. Yikes, high water mark, but I’m thrilled to be able to thread a needle and sew at all. 
    Spent some time yesterday afternoon reading the graphic novel,  The Hedge Knight. Writing and story can be a bit bolixed. The HBO series followed the story closely, and that helps. Most certainly  like the art work.  The object evokes the wonder of its construction for me Do to Do, conception to distribution with particular curiosity about it its rendering and printing processes. I wonder whether Eric or Ian would like a copy?
      Nola and Red had a fight over a dog chew last night, so she went home early. Yes of course she provoked, if you wondering.  C gets so embarrassed. I really do worry for Red’s safety. I hope this doesn’t curtail our visits.  

Sunday, April 12, 2026

Holding space for later

3-11-23
I love these men at work pics
May have already posted them.  Yeah.
See 1-14-26 for two more in series. 

     Nothing more to say yet today

     It’s a month since A’s accident, and his recovery is remarkably good and quick. Back to worrying about taxes and overworking his broken wrist on keyboard. I especially like his short dog walks. Can’t keep a good man down

Saturday, April 11, 2026

Backwards

   

Birthday Boy, #86

   Today’s pic of the Birthday Boy and commentary on nothingness fit this day, as yesterday turned very active, as noted somewhat on my other blog 

     I am disappointed that I couldn’t get the Matrix on sale yesterday; would have been a wonderful twist of fate, but I trust JP’s judgment. “It’s crusty. We’ll pass.”  And Darius made that lengthy Nighthawk installation more bearable.

     We spent the early afternoon at Market Basket getting cake, Rock Row walking Red, and pick up at Chic Filet.  E called after his am trials and we had a wonderful chat covering just about everything we could think about.  He was also getting CF for lunch.  His gift arrived soon after we hung up, a clever mug that made us LOL:  “Don’t make me repeat myself.  -History”

    The evening after speaking with S was spent tv watching the Artemis splashdownC arriving with Nola as the  astronauts disembarked from the choppers.  Felt like I’ve seen a dozen of them, but it never gets old and always makes me feel proud to be an American.

     All in all a very active day.  

      Not crazy about the cake this time:  beautiful decoration but not a true checkerboard inside:  they cut and reassembled two layers rather than poured the chocolate and vanilla with separators.  Mom taught me how, so I know authentic….


I’ve made better checkerboards



Friday, April 10, 2026

Monday, Monday

Can’t trust that day.
 Can’t trust me, either, 
to pay attention to A’s birthday yet.

     But now it’s Friday, very early. Week—time—passes so quickly.  Odd I don’t recall any of it immediately.  Each day’s events erased by its successor. Ah yes: noticing the repeating/habitual ones jump into focus if I give them a mo’.  Like making tea, wiping up spills, swiping away crumbs, translating German words, patting the dog—on and on.  Is this what “living in the moment” is? Or self observation, self-remembering?  Brrr!  I really am nothing, Jan J!

   

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Another town

   

Vapor trails

     Red went to his groomer today 2 miles down the road in Gorham. He looks and smells very good. A and I went grocery shopping. So exhausting this age. Especially after putting away the grub at home. So I went back to sleep until 130 when it was time to pick up the boy. He Looks and smells better, of course. We took a little walk around Gorham and when we got home more issues.  A had a letter from Dr about blacking out concern of the police officer who handled his case. We’ll see what comes of it  Then issues about unreceived Tax documents from the accountant. Problem therefore, for two hours chasing tech answers  Done for the evening though I guess 

Wednesday, April 8, 2026

Relics

;
Too high. Mid-sidewalk for fifty years. 
3 or 4 of them. Folks stumble, 
But no falls so far. 

      Very pleasant German webinar yesterday. 

    Roll back the day:  bedtime with cpap and Red, who jumps off after 10 minutes; brush teeth, mine and Red’s; visit with C and Nola; prep nap; cans to curb; put away clean dry clothes plus up and down stairs twice; some tv news; dog walk; fix/eat supper plus prep; forgot so took am pills; dog walk; A’s shower, he got me with H2O; nap; laundry to washer in basement; two hour webinar; dog walk; reading; friend and sib texts several times throughout day starting am; photographed snow twice; phone calls for pendant;  dog walk; newspaper, yes on Soduko; prayers s and blogs; GI issues unresolved; up about 7 am with usual morning tasks; woke at 4:40, Red barking. Tuesday, a day in an old lady’s life. Old ladies are relics too.

Less tea but too much candy lately; C’s Jordan almonds down to 6, will be gone in an hour. Gummy bears opened and into the breach!