Sunset, yesterday evening,
Masonic carpark
Sleepy all day it turned out. A went to BJ’s with PG. We talked to I who is back at school in a suite with three roommates which may be very good for him. 14th floor!!! however. He checked in about 9 AM. Then we spoke to E who gave us those details. Drove at start of misty rain to DQ—McD line too long at 3 pm—then to the park just as it stopped. Drive, walk, and eat—how yesterday for me, not to mention unsafe. African boy on a motorized bicycle buzzed by, very scary. The speed he went. A saw him too, coming and going. I asked three then a fourth Hispanic youths about an Abandoned bicycle by the railroad track bridge. I don’t think they understood me I called public safety to come and collect it. The fourth kid was sitting on the steps of the bridge smoking the foul Doobie. He looked like a 12 year-old and I said a little young for that, aren’t you? He just gave me an embarrassed grin. Did not know anything about the other bicycle don’t think he even saw it there 6 feet away from him. I told him he probably better move on before the policeman came by and saw him He passed by as we reached the car. Never know who you will meet in the park these days Can be very interesting came home and went home and mostly went to sleep again like all morning sleeping all day sleeping all night
Heard from S by text She put me in my place And I guess I owe her thanks since I know how we stand, but it’s still difficult I really have to attend to how much I want to make this about me which I think is not so very much but more than is necessary. Especially in regard to sharing with other people the situation with others.
To quote her,
, I’ve had to take care of myself, without you, throughout a lot of hard stuff. Perhaps the dogs sensitizes you. You’re stepping in, though the concern is appreciated, causes further irritation and aggravation.
Honestly, your bedside manner is terrible and I do not share your mindset and logic.
As for last night, you didn’t have a thing to do with that upset. When I’m upset it’s best to back off, know when to quit, don’t further harangue and provoke.
She’s absolutely right, although it stings, since it names my buffered characteristic of making everything about me.
Then now I’m back to worrying in my own end of life, materialistic disposal concerns without actually doing anything about them I am advised people can help you, but I don’t find people who do, as I people who give the advice seems like that’s an honest concern anyway
Went to PSC last night. The dank smell and hard chairs sent me home early. Really just intended to inform them of my current situation, I think, since I’m not likely to attend much more, if at all. All my religious groups arevgiven up now I think, probably to my detriment.
Watched new YouTube post and subscribed to Daichi, a 23 year old making his way in life in Tokyo. So real, so much like My grandson’s life stage. God bless him, God bless them both
I can’t figure out how to do a link so you look for him yourself on YouTube:
